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Thursday, 13 November 2008

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    Reasons Why: The Very Best (CD + DVD)
    By Nickel Creek
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    What is it about today?

    So I don't know what it is about today...maybe it's just that I didn't get enough sleep. I just feel like getting as far away from everyone and everything as I possibly can. I think going home for Thanksgiving will be good. Though it was unexpected, some time away from the status quo will be good.

    Hmm. Yep, I think it's defninitely that I didn't get enough sleep. My mom always said I tend to be irritable and grouchy when I haven't slept enough. She also says you won't sleep as well unless you wash your face and brush your teeth, you can't do everything, and that I'm a cheap date. She's right. I love my mom.

    I feel so behind on school work on the one hand. On the other hand, I don't know if I have enough school work to really be freaked out about it. It will all get done. What does anxiety help? Absolutely nothing.

    I wish I had time for a nap. Maybe I should just start taking care of myself and giving myself enough sleep. What a novel idea! Hmm, maybe someday I'll get there on a regular basis. I can never seem to find the balance between sleeping too much or too little. Wonder why that is. Does anyone know the secret?

Friday, 31 October 2008

  • Far away, yet again.

    Hello friends and family!
         For those of you who don't know, I have been in New Orleans, La and have begun work on a Masters of Divinity in Church Music degree from New Orleans Baptist Theological Seminary. I am feeling very at home here and really loving the rich culture, people, and the food. :) I am really missing family and friends and not being able to be around for everything. It is a 15-16 hr car ride and an expensive enough flight that on my SBUX salary, I can't fly at every opportunity. I won't be back in Topeka for the Thanksgiving holiday, but I will for Christmas! I am just realizing, however, that since I am far away and out of touch with many of you, I need to make use of Facebook and xanga to keep everyone updated at once. :) I just wanted to say that even though I am out of touch with many who my subscribe to this blog, I still love you all and would love to hear about what is going on in your life! Please let me know exciting news or if I can be praying for you about anything. That's all from me for now, but I will be keeping you all posted!


Sunday, 17 February 2008

  • My Prayer for today and everyday

    God, I love You today - right now. But that's no promise that I will love You tomorrow. I need to decide every day. I know that there are conditions in my life for how You use me - just like the church in Ephesus. And, God, I don't want to find my self-worth in whether or not You choose to use me in this way or that (or at all). The bottom line is that You desire us to stay in love with You. While my love for You might ebb and flow with coming days - I want You to know that I never want to fall out of love for You. So when You call on me to serve in whatever capacity - I'm available. And if You never call on me to do something - or if I never see how You've used me in your kingdom - I want to be OK with that too. My purpose in life is simply to love You because You first loved me - and to respond to You in light of that fact. Period. Help me to toss aside any 'condition' I've had in the past when it comes to being used by You.

    - Bryan Nelson

    After reading this prayer, I prayed it with my whole heart. What is it about written prayers that often makes them have a vulnerability and and honesty different from any other prayer?

Sunday, 27 January 2008

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    Relationships
    By Dr. Les Parrott III, Dr. Leslie Parrott
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    Oh, man. I just looked at my last post and remembered the mood I was in while writing it. A bit wack-o on the Christmas spirit-o. Strangely enough, the day after Christmas, all my Christmas spirit was absolutely gone. Vanished. It was as though I'd used it all up and had just enough left for Christmas day. I don't know. I realized how much I enjoy Christmastime and how deeply depressed I am when it is all over. Oh well. There are other holidays and seasons that are good, too.

    You know how there are 24 or 48 hour stomach viruses? Or other so-called "bugs"? Well, can you have one for less than 24 hours? I think you must be able to because this has to be what happened to me yesterday. I was mostly fine when I got up, but by the time I went to work at 12:30, I felt like I couldn't even stand up without getting sick. They ended up sending me home by 3:00. Even though I feigned resistance, I was quite greatful. (grateful or greatful? I've never really been sure.) I think I am out of the woods, now. At least I hope so. All I was able to eat yesterday was apple sauce, saltines, and popsickles. Is it bad that I am hoping this will help me get a grip on my eating habits?

    Well, I know Christmas is over and while I'd rather is wasn't in the teens, I sure hope it doesn't stay in the 50s and 60s. It's January for crying out loud!

Monday, 10 December 2007

  • Currently Listening
    Because It's Christmas
    By Barry Manilow
    Jingle Bells
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    MERRY CHRISTMAS! I am so in the spirit, it's not funny. This year I have gotten more shopping, gift-wrapping, Christmas movie watching and carol singing done by this time than ever before. I am seriously almost done shopping. I have to get maybe 2-3 more gifts...maybe. And really, they're optional. I love giving presents. I get such a thrill out of it. Maybe I'm related to Santa? tee hee.

    So I'm going to go ahead and try the Mary Kay thing. I think it can be fun, as long as I make it fun. I don't want to be one of those pushy, scary types. You know, ladies who smile and wear way to much make up and use all the sales phrases like "if you can pay today..." and "are you sure you wouldn't like five more of those?" I want to be real with people because I would want someone to be real with me. AND I'd be more likely to get something. Anyway, I think it'll be fun.

    My dome light in my car is on, so I better go shut it off!

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